Friday, April 25, 2014

Clinic and Easter

Well we had clinic on the 14th. It went well. We had some testing first, she had a renal ultrasound and that went well. Emma wasn't a fan of having to lay on the table by herself so the kind ultrasound tech said I could get on the table with Emma and they would do the ultrasound that way. So up on the table I went. It went better this way. She was semi cooperative, however she is a wiggly little booger. Then we went for the VCUG. This is where they fill her bladder with fluid and then take x-ray pictures to see what her bladder capacity is. She didn't like this to much either. But it was over in a jiff. Emma always has such a sweet personality and I love that she takes all these tests in stride she is such a champ.

We then went on to clinic. They were all AMAZED at how Emma handles and maneuvers her zipzac. She was the star of clinic. Everyone just stood in the hallways in amazement of Emma. She is amazing in it though I tell ya what.

First we saw Dr. Vanderbrink. He reviewed her two studies with us. We learned that Emma's bladder isn't holding the capacity that it should for a child her age. When she was in the NICU her bladder was holding about 70 ml before it would start to leak. We had a Formal Urodynamics study done in Oct/Nov and at that point it was holding around 35 ml before it started to leak, and with the VCUG it only held 25 ml before it started leaking. BUMMER. So he put her on Ditropan. This medicine should make her bladder hold what it typically should. Dr. V isn't sure why it's holding significantly less. He said it could be indicative of a neuro issue and would consult with Dr. Stevenson or it could just be a bladder thing. Ditropan has some side effects that we've already seen but all in all it isn't so bad. Emma has to take it 3x a day. She gets a little flushed at some points and her mouth gets dry. So we just have to make sure she gets enough liquids during the day and were good. Another big change though, since her capacity is higher now with the ditropan she has to be cathed before Peter and I go to bed at night. Dr. V doesn't want her going more then 8 hours without being cathed. So she goes to bed between 7:30 and 8 and then will wake up between 11 and 12 to be cathed. I think this is the hardest adjustment for all of us to make. But like everything else. We'll adapt.

Then Dr. Oppenheimer came in looked her over and said she looks AWESOME. She said they are writing a new book on kids with SB and she wants Emma to be in it because she is a star. WAHOOOO!!!!! We all know she's a star! So that was really cool. We had asked about when Emma should have her eyes examined and Dr. O said to get an eye exam because she notices that Emma's eyes sometimes turn inwards. She said this could be nothing other then the fact that Emma has a wide bridged nose. But we have an eye appt scheduled in May just to make sure all is well.

Next up was Dr. Mcmahon. She too was so impressed with Emma and her zipzac. She even took a video to show her colleagues about independent mobility. Its so important that our kiddos get this independence when they are young. There is so much research that proves the benefits for cognitive, and social development it is amazing, our PT Nancy even says that research proves that power mobility is great for this development so we might get her in a power wheelchair sooner then later.

All in all clinic went great! We are waiting for our insurance to quit being dumb and approve her dynamic stander but in the meantime we were able to borrow one from Children's. They have a department called the Pearlman Center. It is a very intensive school like setting where the kids get PT, OT and Speech in one location 2 times a week, Emma isn't involved in it but. Nancy our PT set us up for a mobility eval there and we told the lady that we worked with about our qualms with her stander and they do long term loans! WAHOOOOO!!!!!! It is so precious to see Ems in her stander. She loves it, and yet again it gives her mobility and independence that she so craves and needs.

We had breakfast with the Easter Bunny a couple Saturdays ago. That didn't go over very well. She was participating in an egg hunt put on by our local Spina Bifida Coalition and she was getting an egg and the bunny came up to her and was touching her hand and she didn't realize who it was. She looked up and I'm sure we can all guess what happened next. She recovered from that quickly though.

We celebrated Easter! It was a very nice day. It was quite a difference from our Easter last year, and I am sooooo very grateful for that. We were able to dress our girl in her Easter dress and take her to church and celebrate with her not in an isolate at Childrens hospital.

Our zoo every year has a BEAUTIFUL display of tulips. If you know anything about me you know I love me some tulips. So we had to go see them while they are in their peak this week. It was beautiful and my little princess made it soooooooooooo much prettier!!!!

Thank you all for your love and support, I don't think we could dothis with out you all! Please continue to pray for Emma's health in general. She is doing so well right now and we just pray that it continues on this path!

Here are some pictures!

















































Monday, April 7, 2014

1st Birthday

Well ya'll its been a year since our little girl came into this world! To say its been a whirlwind would be an understatement. We've had the best and the hardest year of our lives simultaneously. Its been amazing that we've been blessed with her for an entire year I can't even believe it. She's such a trooper. She is tougher then anyone I know and I know she is far tougher then myself. She's been through 3 major surgeries, 4 hospital stays and I can't even count the amount of doctors and therapy appointments that we've had. We've been greatly blessed by so much love and support that it makes my heart swell to know how loved we are. We celebrated her birthday with quite the gathering! It was so much fun to be surrounded with so much love and to know that it's all because of one little girl. That's so neat!

We held off on giving Emma any kind of sugar until she got a taste of her birthday cake. As adventurous as she is i thought for sure she'd dive right into it. However she wanted nothing to do with her cake. She tasted it I'll give her that but that was all she wanted to do with it.

She did good with all the people around and all the noise. Ever since she had her shunt replaced at the end of January she's been pretty shy around a lot of people let alone a lot of people that she's not familiar with. But she was her chipper self as usual.

We are trying to get her approved for a dynamic stander. Its a pretty neat device that will fully support her so that she can stand and wheel herself places. However the insurance doesn't seem to think it's medically necessary nor do they see a benefit to children standing that don't have independent mobility. So my fight begins. Our insurance is great don't get me wrong and I'm so grateful for it however when they come at me saying there is no medical basis for a device that's what gets my blood boiling. We told our pediatrician this and she had a PERFECT response. She said "lets take away their independent mobility for a few weeks and then see how badly they want to stand". Well said doc well said. So thankfully Children's has a department that will deal with the appeal and fingers crossed Anthem listens. Otherwise they are going to have to deal with ME... You read that to yourself in your most stern serious voice right? Because that's just how I typed it.

We finished our last session of aquatic therapy for a while. Children's does it where it is a 6 week intensive program and then its a home program for 6-8 months and then back for another 6 weeks. We love Patti our therapist she is so sweet and a great instructor and she just LOVES Emma (well heck who doesn't love this little girl). So now Ems and I will be swimming it out at the healthplex. We go to clinic on Monday and get to see all the doctors. I'm excited to show Emma off to them and to prove just how AMAZINGLY AWESOME she is doing. I'll keep ya posted on how that goes.

Thank you sooooooooooooooo much from the bottom of mine and Peter's and the rest of our families hearts for the support and prayers you all give to us. We are truly blessed! Please keep the prayers coming, please continue to pray for good health and that her shunt continues to function properly. Thank you all your so wonderful to us!

Alright enough with the chatter, now onto the pictures!!!

This was her first taste of Chinese food. I think she really liked it despite the look she is giving me here. 

Kisses for the best girl around! 

These pouches are her most favorite thing ever in the whole wide world of anything ever invented. But seriously she LOVES them. Yes she is enjoying one while in the middle of the store. Yes I'm that mom!!! :) 

This was a birthday present from family in TN (shout out y'all). Anywho, she really likes it. It helps her practice sitting up while being independent. 

She is just so gosh darn precious! 

Look at her rosy cheeks! 

Just so you all know she does pout, very seldom but it happens! 

This was her rockin' her stander. Just because she's that amazing! 

How big is Emma? SO BIG!!!!!!!!

Opening a present on her birthday! 

We took her to the pancake house for her birthday breakfast. They sang to her. Isn't that sweet! 


She pulled this balloon around on her zipzac for a couple of minutes! 
This was before her party! 








Cheesing for the camera



I think she liked the tissue paper better then the presents. But that's normal... lol! 



She was such a sleepy girl!